i’ve been through this so many times before but you still don’t see all the things that have been said and done. now you tell me: how should i be when you don’t love me? how should i feel? is this for real? so many feelings left untold... you’re using me. never did i decide to fold but you left me. i love the way you touched me, the way you touched my soul. i love the way you laid me down. you laid me down. i try to forget you but you’re branded on my heart. i try to erase you but my life just falls apart. i try to deny you but i don’t know where to start. i try to love you but it always breaks my heart. how do you feel? is this for real?